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Am I dead? Or am I just having a replay of my life in a dream sequence?
Kanzaki Teru touched his face and found that he could still touch himself, so he breathed a slight sigh of relief.
Then I walked up to my younger self.
"Little friend, where is this place? Can you tell me?" (cdfb)
Although he might seem particularly suspicious to his younger self, Kanzaki Teru wanted to confirm some things.
But it was as if that younger version of myself didn't hear Kanzaki Teru's voice; I was still sitting on the swing.
He looked as if he was waiting for someone, but who was he waiting for?
Was I really this rude as a child? Kanzaki Teru felt apologetic to himself for that.
Then I took another step forward and got closer to my younger self.
"Little friend, I'm not a bad person."
All you need to do is tell me where this is.
After saying those words, Kanzaki Teru felt like he wasn't a good person.
Even though there were so many people on the street, he insisted on asking a little kid.
This person seemed suspicious no matter how you looked at him, but that wasn't the most crucial issue for Kanzaki Teru.
Even so, young Kanzaki Teru still showed no reaction.
You can't see me, right?
Now Kanzaki Teru finally realized that he did not exist in this world.
Just as he was feeling confused, his younger self suddenly got off the swing.
And then it flew straight to its position.
"Can you see me?"
Kanzaki Teru felt a strange sensation as he watched himself rushing towards him.
However, in the next moment, he froze on the spot.
Because all I could see was my younger self passing right through my embrace, or more accurately, right through my body.
Kanzaki Teru was left standing there, stunned. When he looked back, he realized that the person he was as a child was not the one who was being greeted.
Instead, it was someone he didn't know...someone he didn't know?
Kanzaki Teru also felt some doubt, and a feeling he had never had before spread through his mind.
Nostalgia? Sadness? Pain? Hope?
A mix of emotions welled up inside him, even though he didn't know that person at all.
But the moment Kanzaki Teru saw that person, this emotion surged uncontrollably from the bottom of his heart.
Kanzaki Teru rushed directly to the person, wanting to see their face clearly.
But for some reason, it was as if I was experiencing a cognitive block.
The more he tried to see the other person's face clearly, the less he could see it.
Even though the other person's face was completely uncovered, it seemed as if the brain simply couldn't recognize it.
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't see clearly. The only thing I was sure of was that the other person was a girl.
However, he was wearing an ill-fitting men's suit that was rather loose.
Why do I feel like this is a girl?
Such doubts spread in Kanzaki Teru's mind, even though he couldn't tell from his appearance whether he was male or female.
Furthermore, he was also hindered by his perception; when he saw the other person dressed in men's clothing, he should have thought the other person was male.
But for some reason, Kanzaki Teru had this inexplicable feeling in his heart.
The feeling of being able to see something yet not being able to see it made Kanzaki Teru feel indescribably uncomfortable.
"You're here!?"
His voice, spoken by his younger self, carried a hint of excitement and anticipation, suggesting that the person he was waiting for was this girl.
"Hmm, what are we going to play today?"
The girl's voice was slightly shy, but also filled with anticipation.
Chapter 235: Truth Within Falsehood
Let's play hide-and-seek!
As a child, Kanzaki Teru spoke words appropriate for his age, yet the girl seemed somewhat puzzled.
He looked around, a question seemingly in his eyes.
"Just the two of us?"
Clearly, in the girl's mind, hide-and-seek was not a game that could be played by just two people, but seeing how certain the boy was, the girl was a little puzzled.
Don't you want to play?
Seeing the girl's lack of enthusiasm, the young Kanzaki Teru's tone also became somewhat dejected.
"No, no, it's just that wouldn't it be boring to play this with me?"
"How could that be! I want to play with you forever!"
Hearing his younger self say this, Kanzaki Teru was amazed at how good he was at flirting.
However, this memory did not exist in his own mind.
"Really? But I'm a very boring person."
Upon hearing the girl's words, young Kanzaki Teru shook his head vigorously.
"That's not true, because you're my best friend!"
Although he couldn't discern the girl's expression, Kanzaki Teru could sense that she was smiling happily.
"But why don't I have this memory?"
Looking at the scene before him, Kanzaki Teru was also puzzled.
However, in just the blink of an eye, the surrounding scenery changed again.
"what is this?"
Looking at the cake in the girl's hand, young Kanzaki Teru blinked, as if he had never seen it before.
"This is a cake I secretly brought from home; it's especially delicious."
I wanted to share it with you the moment I took my first bite.
This time, the girl was wearing a white dress, though it was impossible to touch her.
However, Kanzaki Teru could still sense that the dress was exceptionally well-made, and it looked like a high-end item.
Taking the cake from the girl's hand, young Kanzaki Teru tentatively took a bite.
The moment the cake entered his mouth, his eyes seemed to sparkle with starlight.
It's clear that the cake is indeed as delicious as the girl said.
"Is it really okay for me to eat this kind of thing?"
But the next moment, as if remembering something, the young Kanzaki Teru looked down at the cake.
Both his eyes and the aura he exuded gave people the feeling that he was dead.
"Of course! We're best friends!"
Upon hearing the girl say this, young Kanzaki Teru also looked up abruptly.
"Yes! We're best friends!"
Kanzaki Teru had no recollection of this memory at all.
If these things are true, then why would I forget them?
But if these are fake, then what is the purpose of the person showing these things to them?
The scene changed again, but this time it wasn't as beautiful as before.
The weather was gloomy; no one would be in a good mood in such weather.
This was especially true for himself, but Kanzaki Teru didn't think it was due to the weather.
It wasn't because he was sick or anything like that, but because he was in the hospital when he was a child.
It was entirely because right in front of him, the girl was lying in bed wearing a white hospital gown.
"Aren't we best friends? Wake up!"
"Unauthorized personnel, please leave this area."
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However, in the next moment, countless men in black suits pulled their younger selves out of the ward.
Watching this scene, Kanzaki Teru felt a sharp pain in his head.
"What on earth is this?"
These scenes, which I had never seen before, seemed so real, yet so familiar.
If it was just a prank, that would be a bit too silly, but if it wasn't a prank...
Thinking of this, cold sweat involuntarily soaked Kanzaki Teru's clothes.
Are you still going to run away?
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At that moment, a familiar voice rang in Kanzaki Teru's ears.
Looking towards the source of the sound, they found that the girl who had been sleeping on the hospital bed had now sat up.
Although I still couldn't see her face clearly, I could feel that she was looking at me.
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