I just want to live a happy life

Chapter 163 Fu Cha Yi Xin 39

Zhen Huan was right. The emperor really wanted to forget her and teach her a lesson, so that she would be trapped in anxiety.

If he could successfully deal with the affairs of the Nian family, he would naturally give Zhen Huan some respect, send someone to bring her back, and show her favor.

But that is not the case.

This time the handling of the Nian family was very successful, but he was hurt. It will be impossible for him to have children in the future. How can he not be angry?

As a person in a higher position, it is easy for him to vent his anger on others. The emperor naturally would not think that he did anything wrong. What was wrong in him dealing with the Nian family who committed insubordination and threatened the imperial power?

Of course, the fault was Zhen Huan's. If Zhen Huan had not suggested to him to restore Nian Shilan as Concubine Hua, if she had not proposed to cooperate with him to put on a show, he would not have taken action against the Nian family and Prince Dun so early, and maybe he would not have been hurt.

It's all Zhen Huan's fault.

If Shen Meizhuang had not reminded the Emperor that Zhen Huan was still imprisoned in Penglai Prefecture, the Emperor might have made Zhen Huan stay there for quite some time.

The emperor thought for a moment and decided to send someone to bring Zhen Huan back.

It’s not that the emperor likes Shen Meizhuang very much. Since the matter has been made public, he naturally cannot turn a deaf ear to it.

After waiting for a few days, Zhen Huan, who was in Penglai Prefecture, finally saw a boat heading towards Penglai Prefecture.

Penglai Prefecture is surrounded by water and can only be reached by boat. If there were no boats, people in Penglai Prefecture would not be able to leave.

Zhen Huan was waiting on the shore. She thought that the emperor would send Su Peisheng, his chief steward, to pick her up, but she didn't expect that only a few eunuchs and palace maids she was not familiar with came.

She knew these people. After all, they also served in front of the emperor. However, their status was far inferior to Su Peisheng, and she had never said anything to them.

The moment Zhen Huan saw them, a flash of disappointment flashed across her eyes, but she quickly adjusted herself and asked with concern on her face: "Your Majesty... Is Your Majesty okay now?"

The leading eunuch bowed and replied: "Don't worry, Concubine Wan, the emperor is fine, I was sent by the emperor to take you back."

Zhen Huan also relaxed after hearing this. It seemed that the emperor had successfully eliminated the Nian family this time.

She didn't waste any time. After packing her things, she took the boat back to the palace.

After rushing for a while, Zhen Huan finally returned to the palace after staying in Penglai Prefecture. But when she wanted to see the emperor, she was told that the emperor was very busy and had no time to see her, so he asked her to go back to Suiyuxuan to rest first.

On the other hand, Shen Meizhuang was very happy when she learned that Zhen Huan had returned, and she went to see Zhen Huan as soon as possible.

After arriving at Suiyuxuan, the two sisters first exchanged greetings, then sat together and chatted. Shen Meizhuang first told her everything that had happened during the time she was away from the harem, and then angrily talked about her taking the initiative to go to the Yangxin Palace.

It was only at this time that Zhen Huan realized that she was able to return from Penglai Prefecture because her sister Mei had pleaded with the emperor. If it weren't for her sister Mei, she would not have been able to return until now.

Why?

She didn't do anything wrong. She helped the emperor come up with an idea, which was successful now. However, the emperor became cold towards her.

As for what Sister Mei said later, that the emperor was a cold-blooded and heartless person and not worthy of her efforts, she did not listen. The good memories she had with the emperor made her still have expectations for him.

She and the emperor will reconcile one day.

In fact, in addition to her feelings for the emperor, she was actually scared of life after falling out of favor. She was the eldest daughter in the family, and her parents loved her very much. She had been raised in luxury since she was a child. However, at that time, she did not know the cruelty of falling out of favor for a concubine who had no children and no favor in the harem. So even if she had feelings for the emperor, she did not want to be the one to take the initiative.

But after experiencing such a cruel life, she began to care about the emperor's favor, so even though she didn't know why the emperor was angry with her this time, she didn't dare to argue.

She became the one who took the initiative.

So for the next period of time, Zhen Huan tried every trick in the book to regain the emperor's favor. Perhaps the emperor was moved. In any case, the emperor finally met Zhen Huan.

Although the emperor was willing to see Zhen Huan, he went to Sui Yuxuan to chat with her, discuss poetry, and have meals with her. Even though the emperor stayed overnight, he did not touch Zhen Huan.

Zhen Huan was still very disappointed about this. If the emperor didn't touch her, how could she get pregnant again? If she could have a child, she wouldn't have to worry about the emperor's favor like she does now. The emperor has few children, and for the sake of the children, she will definitely be able to see the emperor often.

The former noble lady Fucha is no longer there, but now Concubine Rou. After she had a child, the emperor would often visit the Yanx Palace because she had given birth to a child.

She had never had to try to please the emperor as actively as she did now in order to gain his favor.

Zhen Huan was lying on the bed, watching him fall into a deep sleep. Somehow, she suddenly remembered the child she had not been able to give birth to and who died in her womb.

If he could be born safely, he would probably be as old as Prince Hongyao now.

At that time, she and Concubine Rou were pregnant at the same time. Concubine Rou was not as good as her. Even if she was from the Fucha clan of the Manchu military flag, so what? She was still a noble lady without a title, while she was already a noble lady with a title.

But the final result was that she was able to give birth to a prince safely and was named a consort by the emperor, while not only did she lose her child, she is still a concubine.

Ever since the child died, she always regretted it in her dreams at midnight. If she had been more careful with the child and taken better care of him, would this accident have avoided the accident?

About half a month later, the emperor's health had finally recovered. The imperial physician also said that he was able to have sex now. Even though he had recovered a little, he was still not as good as before.

In order not to lose face in front of the concubines, before entering the harem, he first found a palace maid who lived in the room behind the Hall of Mental Cultivation to try out.

Naturally, he was not very satisfied with the result. It was far worse than what he had before, but in the end, this was all he could do.

After the emperor recovered from his injury, the first time he entered the harem to find a concubine to sleep with him, he naturally went to Zhen Huan.

Is there anyone who loves Zhen Huan in the emperor's heart? Of course he does. But as Zhen Huan competes for favor and shows off her appearance in front of him in order to gain favor, the emperor's opinion of her has been declining.

Looking at her now, the emperor felt that Zhen Huan was not as good as his wife in any other way except that she was somewhat similar to his wife.

His wife Rouze would never be like this. She would always be a pure and flawless white lotus and would never be tainted by the world.

But Zhen Huan is not as good as his wife. Now she cares a lot about material things. If it weren't for her face, he would have refused to see her long ago.