Chapter 299 Heartbroken
Chapter 299 Heartbroken
What made Xu Lingfeng sad was that no matter what he did, he could not enter Ouyang Mengmian's heart and become the one and only person by her side.
There are so many love triangles and so many incredible things in this world that make people crazy. Xu Lingfeng never thought that he would become one of them.
Ouyang Mengmian’s reply made him feel so miserable that he was finally completely speechless.
From beginning to end, she had never loved him and never taken him to heart!
But didn't he already know that?
No matter if it was Li Xin, Su Jingsi, or anyone else, it couldn't be him - in her heart, from beginning to end, she had never left any place for him!
Otherwise, with all the years he had been by her side, she would not have failed to notice his love, and would have fallen in love again and again with these people who had nothing to do with her from the beginning!
Admit it! She can fall in love with anyone except him!
Xu Lingfeng's fist hit the bridge railing hard, causing it to tremble slightly. A sharp pain immediately spread from his hand. The intense pain made him tremble almost immediately, but even such pain could not compare to the pain he felt in his heart.
Ouyang Mengmian was startled by the movement of Xu Lingfeng's hand. She screamed subconsciously and hurriedly reached out to check Xu Lingfeng's hand, her concern evident in her words.
However, Xu Lingfeng slightly turned his body and actively dodged Ouyang Mengmian's hand for the first time.
Ouyang Mengmian doesn't love Xu Lingfeng, and she doesn't really care about his attitude towards her.
But this only applies to normal times. In the current situation, as a once close friend, she couldn't help feeling sad about Xu Lingfeng's sudden unfamiliar behavior.
Ouyang Mengmian had stretched out his hand, which he held in the air in vain for a long time, before finally dropping it helplessly.
After thinking for a long time, she finally spoke with difficulty: "Xu Lingfeng, I know that in your eyes, I may have been dirty and unworthy of having any intersection with you anymore - I didn't want to do anything, I just wanted you to cherish yourself. Since I am not worthy, you should not feel sad for me or hurt yourself... I don't want to feel uneasy..."
From the moment he avoided Ouyang Mengmian's touch, Xu Lingfeng had already begun to regret it. He knew that with Ouyang Mengmian's delicateness, she would probably think too much about it. He didn't mean to do this to her, it was just a self-protective reaction when in extreme pain.
What made Xu Lingfeng even more miserable was that even in this situation, Ouyang Mengmian's concern and care for him was just because she "didn't want to feel uneasy"...
Is he so cheap to her that he doesn't even deserve a little pure love and care? !
Xu Lingfeng wanted to explain to Ouyang Mengmian that he didn't think she was "dirty" because she lived with someone before marriage - he was just trapped in the pain of her not loving him. He didn't want her to touch him at this time because he couldn't even touch himself and face his own pain...
However, all the words were on his lips, but he couldn't open them no matter what. He was speechless, like a complete mute.
Xu Lingfeng's silence made Ouyang Mengmian more convinced of her own idea. Ever since she secretly made up her mind to give birth to a child with Su Jingsi, she had been prepared to be cursed by the world.
And now, the abusive words actually came out of her own mouth, which made her feel deeply ironic and helpless.
However, she did not back down or regret it, because to her, the child represented the love between her and Su Jingsi, and she was willing to give everything for it even in the face of more accusations and difficulties.
There's nothing wrong with the current situation.
Thinking of this, Ouyang Mengmian took a deep breath, looked at Xu Lingfeng in an unusually calm tone and said: "Xu Lingfeng, thank you for your care and concern for me all the time. Let's say goodbye here... Let's part ways in peace." As soon as he finished speaking, Ouyang Mengmian turned around and left without looking back.
Watching Ouyang Mengmian's leaving back, Xu Lingfeng felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife. He wanted to call her, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something and he couldn't make a sound.
Ouyang Mengmian's figure gradually disappeared from his sight, and Xu Lingfeng knew that he was losing her.
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