Love DJ

Chapter 184

Xu Lingfeng was driving the car with Ouyang Mengmian on the road.

Ouyang Mengmian was feeling extremely complicated while sitting in the car. No matter what her considerations were, she knew that she had deceived Xu Lingfeng after all. Therefore, it was difficult for her to overcome this obstacle emotionally for the time being, so she chose to remain silent.

Xu Lingfeng thought about how Ouyang Mengmian had deliberately concealed the matter about her so-called friend from him. Besides being deeply worried and concerned, he could not help but feel some resentment in his heart. This also made him not want to break the silence in front of him.

There was a strange and depressing atmosphere in the car, as if time had stopped. The two of them were silent all the way until the car slowly drove to the downstairs of Ouyang Mengmian's house, and they remained silent.

Xu Lingfeng stopped the car, still holding the steering wheel tightly. He stared ahead, as if thinking about something. Ouyang Mengmian also felt the pressure of this silence, but she did not break it, just waiting quietly. But for a long time, there was still a deep silence in the car.

Ouyang Mengmian was not unaware of Xu Lingfeng's abnormality today. When he came back, he drove very fast and hurriedly, as if he was going to a particularly important and urgent meeting. But because she vaguely guessed that his mood changes had a very deep connection with herself, she could only deliberately ignore the weirdness in her heart and choose to turn a blind eye.

The arrival of the car made Ouyang Mengmian's tense heart suddenly relax. Seeing that Xu Lingfeng had nothing to say and she herself did not intend to tell him about her own affairs, she instinctively wanted to end the awkward silence between the two of them.

"Ha, we're here." Ouyang Mengmian said with a forced smile, twisting her body and unbuckling her seat belt, preparing to get out of the car. However, just as she was about to open the door, Xu Lingfeng's voice suddenly broke the silence.

"Mengmian, wait a minute." There was a hint of hesitation in Xu Lingfeng's voice, but more of it was firmness. "You know, from the very beginning I have stood by you wholeheartedly and supported you without reservation, right? Do you... have anything to tell me..."

When Ouyang Mengmian heard Xu Lingfeng's words, her hand paused on the door handle for a moment, as if an acupuncture point had been pressed. Then, she slowly turned around, but she didn't expect that her eyes would meet Xu Lingfeng's deep and worried eyes. At this moment, her heart seemed to skip a beat.

Xu Lingfeng's deep eyes were filled with endless worries and deep pain, like a surging torrent, violently hitting Ouyang Mengmian's heart. She was hit by this strong emotion without any preparation, and she felt an indescribable helplessness in her heart, but at the same time, she also strengthened her determination.

Ouyang Mengmian knew very well that she must never let Xu Lingfeng break into her life again and must never give him any false hope.

Matters of the heart are never something that can be controlled at will. If you don't love someone, you don't love them. You can't force it. Even though Xu Lingfeng is outstanding and can be called a dragon among men, she has never been moved by him in the past, and it is impossible for her to have feelings for him in the future.

Ouyang Mengmian bit her lip, stared back at Xu Lingfeng without blinking, and said in a slightly low voice: "Thank you, Xu Lingfeng. Thank you for your help and support all the time. I am very happy to have a friend like you around me. Don't worry, I am not a child anymore. I can control my own life... If there is anything I need to communicate with you, I will definitely tell you."

After Ouyang Mengmian's words fell, Xu Lingfeng's heart was like a heavy blow. Ouyang Mengmian's words seemed gentle and considerate on the surface, but in fact they were like cold raindrops, ruthlessly hitting his heart. Each drop was full of unquestionable firmness and coldness, which made him feel a sharp pain.

He expressed his feelings so emotionally and clearly, just to hear her talk about the things that had been buried deep in her heart. He was full of hope and expectation, but what he got was such a clear boundary - she said that he was just a "friend" of hers!

Xu Lingfeng was not stupid, he certainly understood what she meant. She was deliberately keeping a distance from him and drawing a clear line, which was undoubtedly another disguised rejection of his feelings!

Even after so many years, this rejection still made Xu Lingfeng feel heartbroken and miserable. He originally thought that although Ouyang Mengmian had never accepted him emotionally, they still had a special tacit understanding and were connected by a very special emotional bond. But now it seems that this was just his wishful thinking.

The carriage fell silent again. After a while, Xu Lingfeng's eyes trembled slightly. He took a deep breath and tried to make his voice sound calm: "Mengmian, I understand. What I want to tell you is that no matter what time it is, I will be by your side, supporting you and protecting you as always..." Although there was a loss in his voice that was difficult to conceal, it was more of a firmness and commitment.

Ouyang Mengmian nodded, with a hint of gratitude in her eyes. She knew Xu Lingfeng was really good to her, and she would treasure this friendship in her heart. But she also knew that feelings could not be forced, and she could not and would not give him any unrealistic promises or fantasies.

She gently pushed open the car door and prepared to get out. At the moment when the car door was about to close, she looked back at Xu Lingfeng, her eyes full of complex emotions - gratitude, apology, and a little bit of reluctance. But she still closed the car door cruelly and disappeared from Xu Lingfeng's sight step by step.