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I used it without even washing it.
Did you take a shower before you came back that day?
Misa Amane recalled the day her boyfriend asked Mutsuka Wakaba to make a movie for her; as the saying goes, a cunning rabbit has three burrows, and her boyfriend had stabbed them all.
And after she returned...
"I washed it after we finished."
"Back then, weren't you the one pestering me for it?"
Light Yagami resisted the urge to touch his nose, an unconscious gesture often made when lying.
"it is as expected."
Misa Amane's face turned green.
No wonder it always tasted weird back then.
Why is Hai Sha asking this?
Light Yagami had some bad thoughts. Had she discovered his relationship with Mutsuka Wakaba?
"I also found a hair in my food that day, and it smelled really bad."
Misa quickly brushed off the matter by lying through her teeth, since her boyfriend didn't intend to say anything more.
They were quite in sync.
"Just now, when I was discussing the plan with Xiaoqiong outside the door, I heard Yue and Kitagawa's voices inside the door, and my body started to act strangely."
I think I'm—
Misa Amane quickly figured out how to make herself look more and more like a green-haired turtle.
"You're doing good deeds in secret, and that's the happiness you're experiencing."
Light Yagami covered her mouth with a stern expression.
"Donate anonymously, do good deeds without seeking recognition, but also see the happiness of those whose lives have been changed as a result."
"Is that so?" Misa Amane blinked.
“When you do altruistic things, your brain will release four positive neurochemicals, even if you just imagine doing good deeds, like saving the world or seeking justice for others. Didn’t Misa get excited before by fantasizing about the scenes I did with my ex?”
"But I don't feel that kind of joy from helping others; I only feel it when I give my moon to other girls."
Misa Amane slumped her little face in frustration.
This was actually something she did on purpose, to make it seem like she needed to be guided; a skilled hunter always appears as the prey.
"That's because we've done so many good deeds for the people we've helped, but we've never done anything like this: having our partner fulfill the desires of others."
"Think about it after you finish doing it. Don't you feel a great sense of accomplishment? Because I am yours, and I am still yours after you've used me. This will not change, so you don't have to worry about the risk of someone else taking it."
Light Yagami patiently guided him.
“I think, since I can’t satisfy Yue myself, letting someone else do it for me is a good thing for Yue, and also a good thing for those girls who long for Yue.”
After Misa Amane finished speaking, she herself felt that there was nothing wrong with it.
She seemed to genuinely believe that this was reasonable and normal.
[Sigh, Green Turtle is beyond saving. Wake up, victim! It's to let you deceive yourself, not to let you get completely trapped.] The system spoke up in time.
"Ah, I see... But to fool Yue, I have to fool myself first. Anyway, I'm used to it."
Misa Amane paused, still feeling a little uncomfortable.
It possesses a possessive consciousness that burns stubbornly.
“Yes, this is doing good in two ways.” Light Yagami paused for a moment. Deep down, he didn’t want to admit that he was also enjoying it, but his body was telling the truth.
However, to get your girlfriend to like this feeling, it's necessary to make some trade-offs.
"I know, Misa can never satisfy Light. Light keeps putting on an act, saying he's already very satisfied and that he's amazing. He just feels a lot of pressure and hasn't rested well... He's almost used up all his excuses. It must be a waste of brain cells to come up with these comforting words. It's all Misa's fault. Misa will support what Light does with the other girls."
"Your physical defects come from your genes, not from Misa. Don't blame yourself entirely." Light Yagami felt a pang of pity; he was guiding Misa down a path of no return.
Love is always a feeling of indebtedness.
I feel I haven't done well enough, and I feel incompetent.
[Light Yagami, acting against his will, led the victim to his downfall; his corruption value increased by 1, currently at 79.]
When Misa Amane heard the system's humanized announcement, she clenched her little fists and her eyes curved into crescent moons.
Her boyfriend could have used much more forceful and intense methods to guide her to accept being a cuckold, but he restrained himself from doing so.
Even Hongxia was reluctant to use it on herself.
This means he loves me very much.
It was something I secretly pushed them to do out of necessity.
Haisa, you're a bad woman.
Misa Miyabi gave herself a small internal rebuke and then increased the intensity of her movements.
"From now on, when you do good deeds, I'll eavesdrop at the door!"
Chapter 142: Yukino Yukinoshita
At Haneda Airport, Kasumigaoka Utaha and Yukino Yukinoshita, who had just returned to Japan, met Kitagawa Kaimu, who had recently joined their group.
"Can I trust him?"
After days of travel and a brush with death, Kasumigaoka Utaha's delicate face was somewhat gloomy.
“I had Hongxia give her the order.”
"I see. She does resemble Yukinoshita somewhat." Kasumigaoka Utaha glanced at the black-haired girl beside her who was keeping her head down and not saying a word.
This trip was originally scheduled to last several weeks and involve visiting several countries.
But he came back ahead of schedule.
Light Yagami knew perfectly well what was going on, and he waved his hand, "You two go out first, I'll talk to Yukino."
The door slammed shut with a thud.
After a long silence, Yukino Yukinoshita finally raised her head, her eyes red.
"Why is the father being tried?"
“He committed a crime, he killed someone, and once it’s found out, he can’t escape punishment.”
"But the statute of limitations has expired, and the family has forgiven us."
"He only went to apologize after Kira appeared. He didn't know he was wrong; he was just afraid of dying."
The two communicated quickly, and Yukinoshita fell silent just as quickly, not uttering a word.
“I know what you’re trying to say. He later tried to be a good person and a good politician, but these achievements cannot offset what he did in the past. Moreover, he profited a lot for the Yukinoshita family and secretly went to the yakuza, causing many families to break apart.”
Light Yagami's calm and unhurried explanation.
If the trial process is compliant, the execution is carried out directly, even if the victim is Yukino Yukinoshita's relative, they will still be killed without prior notice to Yukino, only afterward.
"Is this what you call breaking the historical cycle?"
"When faced with a situation, one must be selfless and sacrifice those close to them to demonstrate one's own righteousness. As a result, one has fewer and fewer people around them, while one has more and more enemies and followers."
Two lines of tears fell from Yukino's eyes.
Her father was executed by the enforcement agency controlled by her lover, and her family was stigmatized, with all their past crimes being exposed.
When she learned of her father's death, she was still striving to help him realize his dreams, traveling to various countries.
"What did the Six Dynasties accomplish? They only served to pursue their own private interests."
Light Yagami let out a long sigh.
The so-called upholding of justice is something that people are unwilling to do when it comes to their own lives, even for someone like Yukino Yukinoshita.
"For you, you have given a lot but cannot atone for your father's sins. But for those families that were broken because of your father, this is justice that has been long overdue. Even the compensation for your father was greatly exploited when it was delivered to their families."
Yukino Yukinoshita fell silent again.
She hates the hypocrisy in interpersonal relationships, the atmosphere of social circles, and unfair people and things.
But the world is too terrible, and there are many things that cannot be changed. One person is powerless. She cannot oppose her parents, nor can she fight against her family. She can only try her best to atone for what she has done.
"Perhaps my uncle had no choice in the matter. After all, in that position, if he didn't do something, his family wouldn't approve of him, and everyone around him felt the same way, so he did it with a clear conscience."
"But no amount of good deeds can make up for past mistakes. Anyone else can do the same compensatory atonement. To break the cycle of history, we must be strict with ourselves and those close to us."
Light Yagami tentatively reached out, wanting to touch Yukinoshita's face, her tear-soaked skin pressed tightly against his palm.
Yukino Yukinoshita raised her head, her expression complex. She closed her eyes and let the tears fall.
“I remember when I first told you about my identity as Kirafa and invited you to join, I said something like, ‘Don’t become the second Li Zicheng.’”
Who was Li Zicheng? He rose from humble beginnings. The slogan "When the King of Rebels came, he refused to pay taxes" and his strict discipline of his soldiers enabled him to capture the capital.
Once inside, to satisfy the interests of his supporters and to provide his brothers with food and drink, he indulged his subordinates in burning, killing, and looting. He then ascended the throne that he had once despised in his youth, and exploited the peasants from a high position.
Tears streamed down her palms, pooling into a tiny lake on the table. Yukino Yukinoshita heard the pattering sound and opened her red eyes, her voice hoarse but firm.
"Is this possible for everyone?"
“My father, mother, sister, and many others are not on the list.”
Light Yagami smiled with satisfaction.
This answer made Yukino Yukinoshita's eyes widen.
"Before making demands on others, make demands on yourself first."
Light Yagami waved his hand, indicating that even his family members who committed crimes deserving death should be judged, and that this right was delegated to someone else to carry it out.
Only those who are irreplaceable and can make exceptionally significant contributions to the development of all humankind are allowed to be exempted from the kill list.
“I will have Hongxia stamp Auntie’s name with a steel stamp if it is found that she has not committed a crime.”
As soon as Light Yagami finished speaking, he saw the pleading look in Yukinoshita's eyes.
"Don't worry, since your uncle has investigated and found no wrongdoing on her part, there's a high probability that she's fine. Your aunt is in charge of the household affairs and mostly does things to balance the interests of the family."
The construction industry is inherently deeply connected to yakuza organizations, and when it comes to interests, the death of a yakuza member is nothing new to the Japanese yakuza.
"I'm afraid..."
Yukino Yukinoshita bit her lip.
"If you don't start by taking action against your own people, how can you have any reason to demand justice from every exploiter? It's probably useless. If you did it, you did it; if you didn't, you didn't."
Light Yagami suddenly became sad.
He also has his own selfish motives, and he will let Ichiji Nijika deal with Yukinoshita's mother.
If he is like this, what about others?
Having the absolute right not to consider one's family and friends is something no one can do.
We must not be confused about the greater good and principles.
Perhaps if he were more rational, he could have taken advantage of everyone without reservation.
【[Corruption Value +1, currently 80 points.] Misa Amane: Meow meow meow?】
"We will live in an ideal world."
Yukino Yukinoshita pursed her lips.
"I will witness the end of the age of man exploiting man."
Light Yagami shook his head and hugged her tightly. "It's us, all of us who are alive."
...
Kasumigaoka Utaha and Kitagawa Umimu continued their mission, while Yukino Yukinoshita stayed behind to attend her father's funeral and to keep vigil for him.
"We also need to learn how to trim clothes..."
An and Subaru have new jobs and identities.
In order to better portray the character of Kitagawa Kaimu, she started cosplaying, but her original identity was already gone forever.