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Tian always liked to joke with her
The terrifying sound and light filled her gasp for breath.
That helplessness and loneliness were deeply imprinted in her heart.
So, Crychic is really important to her.
She doesn't need to go straight back to this likely empty house after class.
She can be with everyone in the band, doing whatever she wants, and she's happy no matter what.
In order to bring that warmth back, she was determined to "do whatever it takes".
But her ruthless methods only resulted in things going completely against her wishes.
We can't bring Xiangzi back, we can't rebuild Crychic.
Perhaps her life was destined to be one of loneliness?
It must be because of the boy who unexpectedly appeared next to Xiangzi.
Su Shi once thought so.
But the desperate situation she faced was easily resolved by that young man.
Xiangzi apologized to her, and to everyone in the band.
I explained the whole story to everyone.
She wants to revive Crychic simply because that was where they used to gather.
That was the place that kept them connected.
But now, Xiangzi is a daily presence in her home.
Mu came very frequently.
Li Xi and Deng also came to her house to do ^齡巫意（七）o吧捌灵7留盈过客
However, they spend most of their time together in their current band, Mygo.
And all of this was created by the very boy she once loathed.
She was not satisfied.
She was not satisfied with everything the boy had given her.
She wanted the boy's selfless warmth, which radiated to everyone he cared about, to go even further.
She had already made up her mind what she wanted.
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"Chen's hair-drying technique is very skilled."
"Is it because you often help Xiangzi blow-dry his hair?"
"Um"
The boy's hand paused slightly, and after a moment, a resounding affirmation came from behind Miss Su Shi.
"It's great that everyone at Crychic was able to clear up the misunderstanding and face each other again."
Although we can no longer be together, our connection is stronger than ever.
"None of this could have been done without Chen."
"My contribution was only a small part; the main reason is that everyone here is a very good person and can understand each other's thoughts."
"That's not a small portion!"
Miss Su Shi's words proceeded step by step.
"If Chen hadn't helped Xiangzi back then, if Chen hadn't comforted Deng and Lixi, and if he hadn't been so generous as to let me, who had once been selfish, return to the band..."
"Things might not be the way they are now."
"I truly, truly cherish everyone here, and I cherish our relationships."
"He Lixi and Deng can resume their band activities. Xiangzi and He Mu also often come to visit."
Then, Miss Su Shi changed the subject.
"But the band is indeed facing problems again now."
The boy paused slightly.
Miss Su Shi turned around, leaving the continuous raindrops behind.
"What are your thoughts on Lixi now?"
She wanted to take advantage of the moment when the boy's defenses were at their weakest to find out his truest thoughts.
What she needs to do is to act like a mother.
Accept his chaos, accept his flaws, accept his troubles, accept his desires.
Until Chen completely opened his heart to her.
Until, in Chen's heart, she became the indispensable, irreplaceable one and only.
"Ugh, this is so frustrating... I should ask Su Shi for help; she'll understand..."
This is the thought process Miss Su Shi wanted to establish in the boy's mind.
Miss Su Shi has already reserved a place in the boy's heart.
Sharing a body with Chihaya Aine? You should quit the band first.
Pretty, meow, much better than me, meow.
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"Su Shi, what do you think I should do?"
The slightly dim environment made the girl's blue eyes appear even more dazzling.
Avoiding the girl's gaze, Chen grabbed a handful of her long hair that had fallen beside her.
The fan worked steadily, continuing to shower heat on the girl's hair.
In any case, Miss Su Shi has already seen everything that could be considered private.
Perhaps Miss Su Shi, renowned for her extraordinary wisdom, could offer him some different perspectives.
What Miss Su Shi didn't know was Chen's long-held thought.
Slowly told
"Miss Su Shi, I am not a perfect person. On the contrary, I am all too aware of my shortcomings."
"In the Sakura Empire, I am indeed all alone."
"I don't have a sense of security. I don't have a sense of belonging either."
"I can no longer contact the people who were once closest to me."
Therefore, I cherish my relationship with you all immensely.
Once the floodgates in one's heart are opened, what follows is a torrent of words.
Before I started dating Xiangzi, I already had a girl who loved me.
"But for Xiangzi like that, so understanding, so considerate of me, the Xiangzi I lived with..."
"I don't know when it started, but I realized..."
"I was so resistant and terrified of the idea of excluding her from my life."
"But like I said, I already have a girl who loves me. If I keep hiding it, it will eventually come out."
After finishing with the last patch of still-wet hair, Chen turned off the machine.
Turn your gaze toward the room on the second floor where Miss Lixi is resting.
"The first girl to love me was so...weak, almost completely subservient to me."
"I understand that as long as I don't abandon her, she will never oppose me on anything."
"Under my arrangement, Xiangzi was suddenly brought before her."
"I understand that neither Xiangzi nor she can leave me."
"Using my honesty, using my understanding of them..."
"And how I used them, and this feeling I had for them."
"I succeeded in getting them to know each other and agree to stay by my side."
"Even though my actions have already let them down, I still think I can't continue making mistakes, and I want to pour everything I have into them."
"Should I say I'm a hypocrite who pretends to be virtuous while being a prostitute?"
"Even though my actions have already let them down, I still think I can't continue making mistakes, and I want to pour everything I have into them."
"You didn't do anything wrong~"
Miss Su Shi had somehow distanced herself from Chen.
Gently, she offered her shoulder to the boy who was pouring out his troubles.
"After all, I also crave companionship."
"I can totally empathize with how Chen feels."
"Besides, Chen is actually a good kid~ After all, you really laid everything out in front of them and let them choose, didn't you?"
"Furthermore, they clearly realized they had done something wrong and were determined to correct it."
"This behavior is undoubtedly correct. It's not as despicable as Chen himself claims."
"Therefore, if Chen still chooses to reject Li Xi, I will definitely support him."
The boy's body was slightly stiff, and he seemed to want to leave.
As Miss Su Shi's increasingly firm stance and soothing words gradually subsided...
A moment later, Chen steered the conversation to a point that Miss Su Shi hadn't anticipated.
He scoffed, scoffing at his greed, scoffing at Miss Su Shi's tolerance towards him.
"Ha... What if I told you there are two other people you don't know, and I can't sever my feelings for them either?"
"Miss Su Shi actually met one of them during her follow-up that day."
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For Miss Su Shi, the situation seemed even more dire.
Following Chen's words, she recalled a night that was unbearable for her to witness.
That somewhat unique cashier with wheat-colored skin
The impression in her mind hadn't faded much.
"When I came here, I had no money and no job."
"She helped me; I got a job on just four days after arriving in Sakura Empire."
"Did you know that the place where Xiangzi and I live actually has another roommate?"
"But she didn't come out of her room that night."
"Their acquaintance and companionship began almost simultaneously with that of the first girl who fell in love with me."
"Compared to Xiangzi, it was much earlier."
"I'm certain of their feelings for me. I just haven't confessed them yet."
"I was too greedy, I didn't want to give them up... I selfishly passed this problem on to Xiangzi."
"In truth, Xiangzi had compromised; she had even tacitly approved of my philandering."
The boy's hand gripped tighter and tighter.